Crazy Train w/pee sticks

I realize that I am crazy.  I am ok with that!  The pee sticks are keeping me sane until Tuesday's beta.  They just keep getting darker!  Wondfo looks like it is finally getting with the program and producing some nice lines, and FRER is definitely darker than the control today.  The Wondfo's are usually darker at night, too (yes, I'm dipping 3 sticks a day lol).  Feeling pretty good about the progress of things!  I'm out of FRER's so that fun is done for now.


I've been cleaning like crazy during this 3 day weekend.  Not sure what's gotten into me!  I found this blog post that described a method to remove stains from carpet.  There's a bunch of stains that I have been trying for YEARS to get out.  Gave it a shot and holy smokes it worked!  Not perfect, but way better!

Tonight we're going to a fish fry at a friend's house.  Tomorrow Johnnie has to work in the afternoon/evening, so hopefully we can play a round of frisbee golf before he has to leave!

What to feel?

Today is my EDD from the December pregnancy. August 29, 2013. I don't even know what to feel today. This journey has been so long, so hard. Pokes, prodes, waiting, disappointment, loss. I could have a baby in my arms today. Tears.

 
But today there is also hope, because I am still pregnant. And the lines are still getting darker. My first beta is tomorrow but boooo hiissssss their policy is not to call until after the second, which is Tuesday.  I'll be begging tomorrow, but I doubt that will change anything.







In other news, I tried a Pinterest project last night and it turned out GREAT!  This is my new cover for my iPhone: